EMOTIONAL SICKNESS

There was once a little girl
living in a paper house,
But oh she’s happy in her world
dancing with her torn up blouse.


There was once a little boy
who had the stars as his own roof,
And he’s one with all the joy
he never cared to fix his goof.


Twirl, baby, twirl,

Fly, baby, high,

Go on, soar,

Once more.

Somehow the jealous wind went mad

and stirred a storm between those two,

They lost the only thing they had

without the chance to bid adieu.

Isn’t it cruel?

Isn’t it cruel?

They are happy no more

They know joy no more

They can dance no more

They will sing no more

No more

Cause they've no joy afterall.

* Please gimme no more, cause I cant take it, seeing you get hurt, smashed into pieces, broke into two, I knw Im the reason for all of this, I knw we are not we were, like we used to, I live in denial, so please don't ask me to open my eyes, I don't wanna wake up and realize, I knw its all my fault, tht I should be better, mature, and cs I knw I will NEVER ever be as good as you, you deserve a girl far way better than me, Im useless, Imma nobody, I made many mistakes, and sins towards you. 

See, of course I saw we no longer having stuff we enjoy together but can we play along our part and not parade this change of heart? The half of me, is already gone, dead. Let my heart, soul explain everything, cs I cant take it any more.

Tuesday Tanned Torkey Turki Turkey HA-HA

Today's Tuesday, Im so fucked up, man. I cant sign in my myspace account out of the blue Idk why, I kept cursing this fucking asshole jackass modem again and again to gimme what I want but still I realised tht nothing's will ever be the same, cs mum had blocked the web, WTF. I cant open the youtube's page, and even, miniclip's page, so no more VIDEOS, no more MYSPACE, no more GHOST GAMES, ahh what a life hahah.

Tmrow Im going to Pavi, with my so long lost bestfriend, Awatif and Emir not frgotten with another few friends indeed, Razin and Ikmal, ahh I cant wait to meet them up (!) Ive just realised tht what a fucking idiot am I to trust a guy like Ejoy, hahah, fucking bastard. Player, player, player (!)

My brain cant fgure wht's rght and whts the othr, Im all messed up, nxtwk's is my UKKM exam, in MRSM Melaka, and I still havent open any of the school books this holidays, 3more weeks's left, till my pmr's slip keluarr, bhahah. What a life. I wish I could turned this whole life upside down, seriously. Well, I think ciggarette smoke, malboro mint and all those things are really cool, hhha Im outta my fuckin head, ohh godd. Danial, Imy

Pffftttt

Yes, its been a really long time since Ive last update my previous blog, Im busy lately, going around to KL, movies, lepak-lepakking with my peeps and all thoseshitty stuff. Sorry. Im going to Langkawi this Saturday bay bay (!) Im really excited :O

PARTAYYYYYY

Party, Party, Party all night longg yo (!)

Im so into this event and Imma try hard, so hard till I get the tickets, bay bay (!)

*Extras

Guys, I think Im falling sick, my head feels very heavy, spining like a huricane fyi *laughs and my eyes are expriencing some sort of bad vitals and Idk wtf it might be and what the main cause is. So Im away for a couple of days and will be right back after a long long rest (!) Hee. Chaw yaw chincau <3

LOVE

What is love?

Its only the best four-letter word in the English language (!)Whether you've found it or you aren't sure if your feelings are the real deal. There's a reason why people describe love as being "head over heels".

You feel like you completely turned upside down, your cheeks getting hot, the flutters in your stomach, (like the lyrics "butterflies flies away" in Miley Cyrus's track, party in the USA). And then there's the mental madness, you feel like you're loosing your mind bcs all you can think is the way he smells, how good it feels when he put his arm around you or the cute little dimple he gets when he smiles.

 When you're with him, there's no other place you'd rather be; when you're not, you can barely wait until you see him again. Love is total high better than eating chocolate, acting a test, or scoring the winning goal in speedo swim team (!) It can take you away, yet let you feel the happiness and joy and blow your mind into a deep sigh.



As amazing as that feeling is, it can also be seriously confusing. Sure you know if a guy gives you a major butterflies, buthow do you know if you're truly, madly, recidibly,unconditionally, and deeply in in love?  Hmm.

Suffosticated

Death is peace, easy, life's harder.
I rather die in the place with someone I loved the most than be right here, seeing and hurting myself. And put myself in trouble and miseries. I have to face the music and believe that everything arnd me happens with a reason.

Like they said, life's a karma. What goes around, comes around.
Sometimes I felt like I wanna gave up at things that I shouldnt, and sometimes I felt like Im nothing in this whole wide world, useless. Ive put many people in trouble, and I dont wanna repeat those silly mistakes again. Never.