Death is peace, easy, life's harder.
I rather die in the place with someone I loved the most than be right here, seeing and hurting myself. And put myself in trouble and miseries. I have to face the music and believe that everything arnd me happens with a reason.
Like they said, life's a karma. What goes around, comes around.
Sometimes I felt like I wanna gave up at things that I shouldnt, and sometimes I felt like Im nothing in this whole wide world, useless. Ive put many people in trouble, and I dont wanna repeat those silly mistakes again. Never.
